you are what you have

I ended it! (that’s right, it’s so over…again)

jaimeleighfairbrother:

I’m going to start on the self hypnosis cd again, even though I know categorically it does not work.  At least I feel like I’m doing something though.

During the six month period when we weren’t in contact I started a novel and got forty thousand words in.  Almost immediately after we reconnected I stopped writing.  Could there be a more obvious sign that he’s bad for me?

My pseudo relationship is over in a very real way—and I feel fine.  In fact, I’m better than fine.  I’m excited.  I’m hopeful.  I’m a little in denial, but whatever gets me through the night, right?

Posted 3 years ago — 10 notes